It's called "impulsiveness". Definition of which, as follows:
1. "Inclined to act on impulse rather than thought."
2. "Motivated by or resulting from impulse: such impulsive acts as hugging strangers; impulsive generosity", - buying and selling keyboards on a frequent, unrealistic basis.

Meaning of Impulsive: "Acting or happening without apparent forethought, prompting, or planning: automatic, instinctive, involuntary, reflex, spontaneous, unpremeditated."

It is one of the sure signs of ADD/ADHD Attention-Deficit /Hyperactivity Disorder. >> It is also known to affect adults, not just children (which happen to be the majority of cases).

In my humble opinion Donny, you need to seek out help if you haven't already. There
is help my friend.

Best,
Mike
PS: Sorry for being so blunt. I am doing it because I really thought I needed to say it. >> If the shoe fits wear it. If not, then don't bother putting it on.

Merry Christmas!