Thanks guys for the articulated advice and encouragemnet. My boss just called and wants to meet but said "don't worry or get nervous, we just need to talk". My point in case is that I don't want this type stress any longer. I can deal with my OWN stress if it comes. But my livelihood being based on someone else is the scariest scenario for me. I am doing great in my job, but they are raising the quota bar and I voiced my displeasure. Now all of a sudden I am getting 'talked' to. I'll let you know how all turns out as I am exploring the independent status/lines at this time.
zuki
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