Originally Posted By: doc-z
I guess my problem is that I will always have this sense of wonder. "What would it be like?" "Why do I always have to be a good boy, why can't I be bad - for just one moment?" "No one would have to know right?"


Well you actually do know what it would be like ... simply nothing more than sexual pleasure that is over briefly. But as for anyone not knowing then there is no guarantee of that .... just ask Tiger Woods .... and there is an endless list of people ( including non celebrities ) who figured no-one would know ... but they were wrong and it tore their lives apart.