Well Diki with all that said....
I'll continue my search.....because I know with patience and persistence I will eventually find what Im looking for and also....

1- pisses you off by doing so which motivates me even more.

2- all great explorers never gave up hope, & I know whats just on the horizon is gonna make me very happy

So dont worry bout me ....this here Colombus will find what he is looking for!

carry on..