Hey, bud. My father-in-law is an internationally known psychiatrist and educator.
Over the years, I helped edit lots of papers, articles and books for him (great doctor-terrible writer/speller).
According to the journals containing some of his work, yours is a kind of repetitive dream experienced by very committed, responsible people. It reflects your commitment to doing the right thing for both your family and on your job. It reflects your concern about not fulfilling your responsibilities on one end of the spectrum or the other, and your very strong commitment to doing so.
Nothing more! And, that's a GOOD dream to have, since it signifies the noble commitment you have to your family and others (our monk, for example).
Relax, friend...it's all GOOD!
Russ
[This message has been edited by captain Russ (edited 01-08-2010).]