Good Morning Joe,
My name is Phyllis I am John C.’s wife. Our hearts broke with remembered pain as we read your post.
John and I both walked were you are now. I can feel your pain. It seemed to me; the hurt in my heart was strong enough that it could surely kill. I noticed that the pain would come in waves like the ocean. I thought about this. That little reprieve was my gift from God.
I wish you were closer. There is much that you are feeling that we have experienced.
Our prayers are with you.
Phyllis