Henni, I have never felt unworthy, though I have lost much of my physical strength due to the lack of oxygen in my bloodstream. However, because I am a hardheaded, old fart, I tend to try and continue to do many of the things I have done all my life, such as spend time sailing the waters of Chesapeake Bay, doing chores around the house, keep the gardens in shape, etc... When I go grocery shopping, I must now resort to using one of those electric carts, but I still manage to get the job done. It just takes a bit longer to do some of those things, but I am too damned hardheaded to at least not try and overcome the health issues.

As for eternity, not everyone believes the same as you, and from my point of view, it seems as if everyone wants to go to heaven, but not many wish to go tomorrow.

All the best,

Gary