Listening to Kevin is like listening to Dexter Gordon to me. It's not good. As a matter of fact it is downright depressing!! It makes me want to get up, take everything I own music wise, lay it in the driveway and run over it a hundred times with my 3/4 ton pick-up truck !! Yes! Even my sax. I could play for 300 years and not come close to those 2 real musicians. Some are geniuses and some are entertainers. To me it a very huge gap.

I'm going to listen to some Elvis, Jerry lee Lewis and those entertainers and gain some of my confidence back if at all possible.