I wouldn't look back and I'm not itching to play at this time. Time goes too fast and I enjoy my family life to its fullest now. That said, not thinking I'm totally devoid of music in the future.
Zuki, do you still play for yourself at home when you have some free time?
I stopped doing personal gigs (restaurant music) awhile back, and no real plans for getting back into it (I still do Yamaha arranger/synth clinics) but I still play my Tyros4
for my own enjoyment at least a few hours a day...I'd really miss it otherwise, as it is sort of a relaxation and getaway for me.
Is/was music like that for you?
Ian