Donny, I couldn't agree more. Russ, you've had a fantastic life and have positioned yourself to be able to share some of your gifts with others (from Buddhist Monks to jazz audiences). As Donny says, forget those 'regrets' and enjoy the great life you've carved out for yourself. MY only regret, is that there are not more substantive people like you in the jazz community.

chas
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