nielshs whatever your problem is I think it's about time you got some professional help for it, try seeing a counsellor or get some psychiatric help before it's too late.
By the way I never posted on here when I had a Korg Trition, Kurzweil KN2500, or many other keyboards in the past, I don't post on here when I have had a new PA or new mixing desk, new PC etc some things I keep private.

[This message has been edited by Craig_UK (edited 07-21-2006).]