I'm a big fan of J. R. Cash. I just finished reading two recent biographies. First is "Johnny Cash: The Biography" by Michael Streissguth. Second is "I Was There When It Happened: My Life With Johnny Cash" by Marshall Grant (his bass player / tour manager).

After reading the first and then starting the second, the first seemed to be more hard-hitting. But toward the end of the second, I was surprised. It revealed even more (sinister) things that the first did not. And the second one is the one "sanctioned" by the Statler Brothers (who toured with Cash for years) and Rosanne Cash, his daughter. Marshall Grant, author, literally, "was there when it happened."

The friend who told me about these books said "You will never look upon your hero in the same light."

He's right. Wow! I respect his music even more now and it's a fascinating look into the human condition.

Drug abuse. Simple as that. I am reminded of the books I have read about George Jones. Cash is the one with the somewhat holy personna. Even evangelical. But man, the things these books reveal. It's amazing. All due to the fact that he was a lifelong drug addict. Everyone knows he popped pills but I had no idea it was to the extent it was. A drug addict. It's a wonder he lived to age 73.

These books paint the picture of a man who was truly a saint as sober and the devil himself when high. Isn't it interesting how so many stars succumb to drugs/alcohol.

One time years ago, I had dental surgery. The doc gave me percocet. I tell ya... I laid in my bed after taking one and it was like I was floating. It was surreal and AWESOME. You could cut my arm off and I would have laughed. It scared me so much (that I like it so much) that next day, I gave the pills away.

P.S. My friend has now told me about a book that just came out about Willie Nelson and he says "You ain't read nothing yet!"

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Bill
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