Man, there's no reason to be so hard on yourself. Dedication to music is necessary, but what's equally necessary is HAVING FUN!
I was an accountant right out of school and I HATED IT! I decided to only do for a living what I would do for fun. Things worked out GREAT!


Relax...the music will come and you'll ENJOY YOURSELF!

I have found your comments to be interesting, and personally value you as a contributor here.

All the best!


Russ