HI GILBERT,
I sure do understand where you are coming from as we have all been there and most of us can remember when we were there, and a lot us are still there. That only makes us more determined to crawl up that learning curve and jam with the best of them. We ALL are still doing that. I know a million musicians around the world over the last 50 years, but not one do I know that has ever admitted to being on the top of their learning curve. We all continue to learn and support each other. Make your best shot and get that song on line and everyone will applaud you for your EFFORT as well as the song. I don't think there is a person on this site that will not help you if you ask either through public posts or emails. Once you get the first song out there, you can't wait to get the next one out there after you get all those strokes from all these folks. Go for it Dude and my very best to you and call on me anytime. There is a lot I don't know and there is a lot the rest of us don't know but what I say always makes for the best Engineers is not neccesarily having the knowledge in your head, but knowing where to access it. Musicians are Engineers also.
See ya on 20 for 1 and thanks for joining us
BEBOP