Gary:
This has to be a troubling and possibly painful time for you. I know you have been enduring it now for quite a while... with surprises at each turn. Just know how much you are revered here at the "Zone" and that you are always in our prayers. Your generosity is almost as well known as your talent. Take things as slowly and deliberately as life will allow.
Please follow Eddie's advice.
All my best, ----Dave