Tony, sorry for your loss..
Like DonM, I am so tired of funerals.. The last 10 days or so.. I have loss a cousin, 3 friends, family members of 2 friends, 4 of my past customers, 3 more classmates, a neighbor, and it looks like I will be losing another neighbor friend soon..
I have stopped going to funerals, I know it is for the benefit of the living, but I am not sure it helps at this stage..