Chas, I am at peace with myself at this time.
After all the thoughtful discussions and ideas
which really makes sense, and with the mention of
garage band which I forgot I have on my iPad.
Played with the GB app a bit Organs, Pianos, EP, etc,
they sound great, so do my VST's on my DAW programs....
and then realized that I don't need any of it
or any new other gear then what I already have for my needs.
Oh yeah my bar days are over I don't smoke or drink.