I feel your pain. Just about everything I record makes me cringe!
But keep recording yourself because you’ll learn so much which will lead to improving which is what’s its all about anyways.

Us OMB guys do miss out on the feedback you get with playing with other players (especially those that play better than you)

So don’t be afraid to share your recordings with other musicians that may offeryou some constructive criticism. I posted several things here and received feedback that was constructive in nature which I try to learn from. Enjoy the journey!