Gary I'll miss your posts. But tomorrow isn't promised to any one of us. Do what YOU want to do, while you can. I was diagnosed with melanoma skin cancer, and for a while I was really depressed.
A good friend and life coach told me, "Dont just run from what you fear, run to what you love!"

If you undertake the journey, Godspeed and safe travels! But when you get there, you have to give us your best cover of "Jack Sparrow" (as featuring Michael Bolton) ;-)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GI6CfKcMhjY