Guitpic1, I feel your pain bro. I often second guess myself. Should I have bought a Tyros 5 instead of Audya 5? Maybe I should have gotten some 12' powered speakers instead of my Bose Compacts?

But the reality is that none of that should really mater. This really hit home after my several visits to Mexico where I saw some amazing arranger keyboard players playing on out of date keyboards and sub par sound systems. Yet these guys were musical skills over shadowed for there lack of having the latest and greatest gear.

I have to remind myself that "it's not the keyboard, it's the keyboardist"

In the end you are better served putting your energy into improving yourself as musician rather than trying to acquire the latest and greatest.