... I'm finding that the older I get, the lazier I get and the more tolerant I am of mistakes. I also lack the energy and patience to go back and correct them. I think that's why I have all but quit playing live. Oh well.
chas
chas ... sounds like you need a musical kick in the a$$ ... book a gig for a few weeks from now with some top players and "go to the woodshed" ...

... you will be much happier ...