Probably a good thing, Fran...sometimes it is best to go with your gut feelings...you've been in enough aspects of the business plenty long enough to know how to look at things thoroughly, evaluate all sides, and still be able to have a good listen to that little voice within.
It's generally when we deliberately ignore that gut feeling, and stubbornly forge ahead, that the fit hits the shan.

At least you are enjoying the game as much as playing it.
Ian