Yes... scameron. You might want to record your playing. Once you get a chance to listen to the performance without trying to play it as well, you will tend to see that the RH voices (unless you have a REALLY super light touch!) are usually right.

The problem comes from while you are playing. We all have a tendency to want to hear ourselves well while playing, but we would also like the audience to hear it balanced in with the track. Sorry, but you can't have both. It takes quite a while to get used to hearing yourself WITHIN a mix, not on top of it...

Use the built in recorder, or MIDI sequencer, record yourself and play it back... are you still having a hard time hearing yourself?