Ian, I'm pretty much out of jazz guitar...my main love. Can't feel much in my left hand, and what I feel is pain...lots of pain. There is an operation, which would eliminate the pain but could cost me speed and strength.

I have to watch my left hand carefully, since the feel of the strings or keys isn't there. No more "autopilot"!

I'm about brave enough to record a tune or two, to see if I can develop a technique I would be satisfied with.

I'd rather not play at all than do it poorly.

Discouraging, but not the end of the world. The pumping left-hand B-3 bass is gone, as well as the "triplicate" lead lines on guitar. Bass-upright and Fender type is also a challenge.

Talk about a life-changer. I have been working, but mostly "society" jobs...quiet, easy background jobs. That may be all I'll ever be able to do.

Looks like I'll have to live with the restrictions I now have or retire.


That sucks, but, man, has music been good to me the last 55 years!

And I'm ever so grateful for that!


Russ