I admire you for your energy and endless pursuit. You can never give up if you have the faith and belief in yourself. You are surely a humble guy too and take critique in a positive light.
I have songs I've written over the years that I think have promise. But unlike you, I'm too lazy to finish them or learn the proper techniques to lay them down professionally.
But since you're sort of an inspiration, I just purchased a Zoom R16 and am gutting my office/studio to make it a full blown studio only. I'm going to get originals completed, along with an album my patrons have repeatedly asked for.
Thanks Beaky.....
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