"Tonight, I'll fall asleep ....... counting my blessings"

hmmmmm. at first I thought you meant "count your blessings because you will see another day" and rosemary won't. Then again I thought you meant something else, but wasn't sure. And finally I gave up thinking what you meant until you told us what you did mean

Dave, don't ambiguate, it can UPSET lots of people you know. "Playing with words" after someones Death isn't repectfull anyway. Its cheap.