I really wish I knew what it was that I wanted?

I wanted to learn to play the piano. Have no interest. Figured out by an online friend, on another forum.

Wanted a minimoog. Cost is too high!

Had a Digital sampler, and sold it.

Went through a slew of keyboards, that I never played with.

Have an Omni being used as a sculpture. Same with the Farfisa.

Controller keyboard, sitting in a closet.

Loved to manipulate the sounds in my DX7-IIFD, drove my father crazy. Sold the DX.

Loved making my own cassette tapes. Either my own voice, or collages of found sounds from video. Mainly, Monty Python or songs from the radio.

Took a class in Electronic Music in High School. Loved to mess around with a Minimoog.

Or record found sounds, to learn how to make tape loops and manipulate the sounds on a tape.

I keep eyeing synths online: The KORG MS-20 Mini, Microbrute, Pittsburgh Modular synths. Would love to have, but I am afraid, I would play with them for awhile and loose interest.

Nigel, Russ or anyone? Could someone help me?

Paul