Now that's what I'm talking about!

Ever since I put away my keyboards, I have been able to think more clearly, and not obbsess over the fact, that I really can not play. I know this may seem strange, but I really feel good about myself. Been looking at other things on ebay, besides spending hours only looking at synthesizers and keyboards. Why should I bother, when I know I will never really use them. I am still toying around with the idea of a Synthesizers.com system. Nothing definet yet.

I did however buy and old and functional Edison Diamond disc floor standing modle, along with some diamond discs to go with it. Even started a small collection of 19th century books. I put all of my Contempoary books away, for the time being until I find a shelf for them. I am hoping to buy and Edison cylinder phonograph and a Victrola. It's really cool to have something that did not use electricity, but mechanics to play music. I don't play it that much, but it is fun to have and show off, to friends and family.

For the frist time in my adult life, I am really starting to felle better about myslef, and I may begining to accept myslef, for who I am as an individual.

[This message has been edited by analogcontrolfreak (edited 10-26-2006).]